Well well well....

Hello Internets,

Long time no read. I’ve been a tad MIA if you have not noticed- and to my few readers I apologize. I got discourage and lazy and made excuses for myself that shouldn’t have been there. I started this blog because its something I’ve wanted to do for a very long time- but just like my urges to start a YouTube vlogging channel soon crashed, mostly because I didn't think anyone would want to watch something like that AND because I was incredibly shy back in high school,  I did not want this blog to be another failed attempt at something I really felt good about and something I wanted for myself because it makes me happy. Simple as that. Nothing is easy, but it WAS easy for me to fall into that slump of not caring and pretend I had all these hurtles in my way that prevented me from doing what makes me happy.

Its also sad really, how we do this to ourselves. Why? Man, I can give you plenty but I’m not, I don’t want to keep feeding into this self-loathing and negativity. I won’t say that I will post every other day or even every week. I will post what I believe is suitable work without overthinking who will like it or not. Who will judge it or hate on it or criticize, I am not perfect, and this blog will not be either. This will be something I really enjoy doing and something that I really hope resonates with whoever stumbles into this web space of a black whole we call the world wide web. Last thing I will apologize for is this dreary written vomit letter? Lol not sure what to call this but I guess it’s something I would write in a diary, so I might as well throw it in here.

With that I leave you guys, for now, and thank you again so much for taking the time to read my rambles even if you only did once. Thank you.